self-consciousness
noun
[ sɛlfˈkɒn(t)ʃəsnəs ]
• undue awareness of oneself, one's appearance, or one's actions.
• "people warm to her candour and lack of self-consciousness"
• the quality of being carried out deliberately and with full awareness, especially in an affected way.
• "the self-consciousness of the opening scene devolves steadily into parody"